I do not want to diminish your obvious suffering, Sarah, and I am sorry to hear it all. That sucks.
But I did hear a wonderful, informed speaker say the other night that we are all feeling physically ill, sad, frightened, miserable in some way because of the situation in the world.
Point is we must stick together, get through this together. Laughing when we can, if we can.
One damn day at a time, Sarah.